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November 23, 2002
Well..been a while since I updated..eh? The background is a picture of my pup..Misty, she still does look like a pup, despite her large size. Yeah..i take pictures of her every day... I did some shopping tonight, Kohls......got a few "santa" presents for me :-D hehe

November 24, 2002

Welp..its offical. Im going to do my christmas shopping in the Mall Of America on Dec 14th, well........why the mall of america? Shit..hon, it has everything..sure it takes forever to look for everything..thats why I made the trip there a whole day thing..we're gunna be there from open to close.


November 27, 2002

Still the same old story
What price Glory
You make it easy
In the still of the night....
In the still of the night..
How still my love
In the still of the night
How still my...

Doing all you can for me
They say you're not the man for me
Don't make it easy
In the still of the night...
In the still of the night...
How still my love
In the still of the night..
How still my love..

Standing...in the doorway
Watching out to sea
Calling out to me
You go...your way
Go on...Go on
But you dont' forget me
Oooo no...you dont forget me
Ooooo no...my lonely one
You're doing all you can for me
They say you're not the man for me
Dont I make it easy
In the still of the night
It's....me...talkin to you

How still my love
In the still of the night
How still my love...
In the still of the night...
It's me that's talking to you
In the still of the night


November 28, 2002


So this is love, Mmmmmm
So this is love
So this is what makes life divine
I'm all aglow, Mmmmmm
And now I know
The key to all heaven is mine

My heart has wings, Mmmmmm
And I can fly
I'll touch ev'ry star in the sky
So this is the miracle that I've been dreaming of
Mmmmmm
Mmmmmm
So this is love

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We met, it seems, such a short time ago
You looked at me - needing me so
Yet from your sadness
Our happiness grew
And I found out I needed you too
I remember how we used to play
I recall those rainy days
The fire's glow
That kept us warm
And now I find - we're both alone

Goodbye may seem forever
Farewell is like the end
But in my heart is a memory
And there you'll always be

Goodbye may seem forever
Farewell is like the end
But in my heart is a memory
And there you'll always be  

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I ve dealt with my ghosts
and I've faced all my demons
Finally content with the past I've regret
Ive found you find strength
in your moment of weakness
For once I'm a peace with myself
Ive been burdened with blame
 trapped in the past for too long
Im moving on.

Ive lived in this place
and I've know all the faces
Each one is different but
theyre always the same
They mean me no harm
but its time that I face it
They  ll never allow me to change
But I never dreamed that home
 would end up where I dont belong
 Im moving on

 Im moving on,
At last I can see
Life has been patiently waiting for me
And I know theres no guarantee
But Im not alone
There comes a time in everyones life
When all you can see are the years passing by
And I have made up my mind that
those days are gone I sold what I could
 And packed what I couldnt
Stopped to fill up on my way out of town
I  ve loved like I should
But lived like I shouldnt

And I had to lose everything to find out
Maybe forgiveness will find me
somewhere down this road

Im moving on.
Im moving on.
 Im moving on.


November 29, 2002

The sun kisses the windowsill and I am still
On my second cup of pity me
It's been a long night chasing ghosts
but at the most It's been a rude awakening
That all too late I finally see
That it's

My loss, my lonely
 My mistake, mine only
Mine all, mine all mine
And it's my bad, my broken
All my should have's left unspoken
Mine all, mine all mine

I drove you to the edge of the map
 and after that I pushed you off
 just to watch you fall
You never were the bounce back kind
But boy this time you've proven me wrong after all
Now I'm the one who's gonna crawl
 'Cause it's

My loss, my lonely
 My mistake, mine only
Mine all, mine all mine
And it's my bad, my broken
All my should have's left unspoken
Mine all, mine all mine

 Always thought I'd get to sorry
But the chance has come and gone
So if it finds it's way back in
I'll hold on hold on hold on

My loss, my lonely
My mistake, mine only
Mine all, mine all, mine all mine


Dec 3, 2002

American Girls
And American Guys
We'll always stand up salute
We'll always recognize
When we see old Glory flying
Theres a lot of men dead
So we can sleep in peace at night
When we lay down our head

My daddy served in the army
Where he lost his right eye
But he flew a flag out in our yard
Til the day that he died
He wanted my mother
my brother
my sister and me
To grow up and live happy
In the land of the free

Now this nation I love
Has fallen under attack
A mighty sucker punch came flying in
From somewhere in the back
Soon as we could see clearly
Through our big black eye
Man, We lit up your world
Like the 4th of July

Hey Uncle Sam put your name
At the top of his list
And the statue of  liberty
started shaking her fist
and the eagle will fly
And theres onna be hell
When you hear mother freedom
start ringing her bell
and it'll feel like the whole wide world
is raining down on you
Brought to you courtesy
Of the red white and blue

Oh justice will be served
and the battle will rage
this big dog will fight
when you rattle his cage
and you'll be sorry that you messed with
The U. S. of A
Cause we'll put a boot in your ass
Its the american way

Hey Uncle Sam put your name
At the top of his list
And the statue of  liberty
started shaking her fist
and the eagle will fly
And theres onna be hell
When you hear mother freedom
start ringing her bell
and it'll feel like the whole wide world
is raining down on you
Brought to you courtesy
Of the red white and blue

Oh, oh of the red white and blue
Oh, oh of the red white and blue

Hey Uncle Sam put your name
At the top of his list
And the statue of  liberty
started shaking her fist
and the eagle will fly
And theres onna be hell
When you hear mother freedom
start ringing her bell
and it'll feel like the whole wide world
is raining down on you
Brought to you courtesy
Of the red white and blue



December 7, 2002
I always said that'd be it
That I wouldn't stick around, if it ever came to this
Here I am, so confused
how am I supposed to leave,
when I can't even move
In the time it would have took to say
"Honey I'm home, how was your day?"
You dropped a bomb right where we live
and just expect me to forgive

That's a mighty big word for such a small man
and I'm not sure I can
'cause I don't even know now who I am
It's too soon for me to say "forgive"
I should ask but I won't
Was it love or just her touch,
'cause I don't think I wanna know
So get you some things and get out (get out)
don't call me for a day or two so I can sort this out

Well you might as well have ripped the life
Right out of me right there tonight
and through the falling tears you said
"Can you ever just forgive"


That's a mighty big word for such a small man
and I'm not sure I can
'cause I don't even know now who I am
It's too soon for me to say "forgive"

You know what they say
Forgive and Forget, Relive and Regret

That's a mighty big word for such a small man
and I'm not sure I can
'cause I don't even know now who I am
It's too soon for me to say "forgive"

It's too soon for me to say "forgive"


December 15, 2002
Jus' out of plain boredom, I started a list of things I would do with 10 million dollars. It gave me the oppurtunity to look up some funds that need some support, like the MS society, ADA and all that sorts :)





December 16, 2002
Checked out a clothes maker..like a paper doll thingie at LaneBryant.com  These are the best dolls of ME i could come up with :)